Catching Up With Life
Well since my virus took over, I have chosen to use my computer as little as possible. I just don’t feel like dealing with it anymore. I’m sick of spending money on programs that aren’t taking care of the whole problem. So fuck it, for now.
After returning from my beach trip, I decided to un-kink my life. Shit with my ex-friend was stressing me out and keeping me in a bad mood most of the time. It’s been more stressful since one of our mutual (and much loved) friends has been feeling the effects of it too. Since I am responsible for my own happiness, I decided to let her live and move forward.
Sat. night after work I hung out with friends and ex-friend was also there (she called first to make sure I wasn’t going to hurt her) and I made the effort to get along with her. I still don’t trust her as far as I can throw her (I don’t know when I will be able to again) and we’ve yet to sit down and have a much-needed conversation, but it’s nice to not have that active drama floating around me 24-7. It’s draining and I’m over it. Life is just too fucking short- ya know?
There’s still a couple of other things I need to un-kink, but nothing as stressful as the situation with the above mentioned, so I’m not freaking out about it. I’ll handle those things whenever the opportunities present themselves.
I’ve been laying low since Saturday. I haven’t felt like being out in the world and it’s been VERY nice just hanging out at home and decompressing. Except for a night at work, text messages and a trip to the tanning place (don’t start), I’ve been pretty anti-social. Sometimes I just get that way for a couple of days or so. Usually once a month. Hmmm…
Hot Future Doctor will be in town in a couple of weeks, so I’ve been trying to get my ass on the treadmill for at least 30 minutes a day. If only I could stop eating shitty food too. It sucks for me that I LOVE BBQ sauce and everything that’s traditionally drenched it in. My ass is not amused.
I gave my shift to another girl at work, tonight, so I’m OFF and think I’ll grab some girls and head over to that other fave watering hole and see my girl Sly. I feel like having some Sex With Sly tonight. (It’s a shooter, for those who have never been here and just pissed yourselves.)
I’ll be back tomorrow with stories and photos.
Peace and bring it on… I’m ready.
August 5th, 2008 at 5:36 pm
Glad you’re back on the blog train, momentarily anyway.
I agree - life is wayyyyy too short to want to deal with drama day in and day out - good for you for getting it taken care of. And letting “ex-friend” live to see the sun rise another day.
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August 5th, 2008 at 6:01 pm
Ugh. I’ve been thru the “ex-friend” situation. It’s exhausting in every way. Hope you’re able to re-energize and feel better.
Looking forward to pictures!
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August 5th, 2008 at 8:47 pm
I’m glad you decided to relax for a bit! I hope you had fun tonight.
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August 6th, 2008 at 4:21 am
Glad you’re getting yourself un-kinked. You’re so right — life is way too short to spend much time on drama like that. Hope you enjoyed your Sex With Sly.
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August 6th, 2008 at 10:55 am
I hear ya, girl - eff the drama. Good for you for moving forward - wish I could have “Sex with Sly!”
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August 8th, 2008 at 1:36 pm
Dang, is it possible to do a factory restore. Do you have the CD’s that came with the computer. Can you wipe it clean and reinstall your programs?
Sounds like you’re not ready to give up on the ex-friend. If that’s the case, the until you talk about it, it might nag at you. I hate that feeling..have something going on like that at work but she can go you know where. We don’t have to be friends. What’s holding you both back from sitting down and having that convo’?
It’s nice to lay low, I’m always laying low, but this week I have been out and about spending money like I got it, not! I’ll be anti-social for a few days and get some work done in the house.
HFD, lol. Still texting him, huh?
LOL: I LOVE BBQ sauce and everything that’s traditionally drenched it in. My ass is not amused. Mine either, more like ABUSED.
I’ma go check out your photos! Peace, Hot Sauce and Treadmills!
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August 12th, 2008 at 3:49 pm
Hey appreciate that ass, for those of us who don’t appreciate one that just happens to reside there and doesn’t do much for holding my pants up.
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